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Friday, November 02, 2007
11/02/2007 08:17:00 pm
Reaching 20 made me think about stuff. I must say i'm a very blessed girl in that I've had a rather protected life, I'm thankful for the fact that I've always been in good schools, so I never get bullied or into fights or became some chao ah lian. I've always got my loved ones around me, my very unrestrictive parents who give me the freedom and respect that most people up till this age still don't get, I've got sisters and cousins whom I can talk shit and gossip with at family gatherings for not many people can have and maintain such close relationships.. I've got friends whom I know I can count on, best friends who have been with me for nearly a decade already, other good friends who come along the way and still stick around and bother to meet up despite everyone being so busy.. I've got my dearest baby who's around to pick me up when i'm down, makes me laugh with the most nonsensical antiques, who cherishes me for who i am...
I may complain lots about how things can suck in life, how much shit i have to do, how i wish i wasn't studying in singapore and all that... but at the end of the day, i know that i'm lucky to have the life i did the last 2 decades and i can only hope that things remain this way. while the only thing constant in life is change, that's the one thing i truly dislike and find hard to come to terms with. i couldn't bear to leave st.nicks, i didn't want to graduate from vj, i so don't like the style of uni, i also don't like the fact that people are leaving the country for long periods of time for i'm unsure of how things will change given the circumstances. as i always tell people, I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP! haha, man, i think i'm digressing. i suddenly feel like i'm 40 or something. Hmm, but you never know, i guess to a certain extent, the future may be something to look forward to. albeit how things seem so uncertain and scary and hazy. but one thing's for sure, i'll never stop looking back. never.
alright. i shall stop on nonsensical ramblings.... moving on to many wonderful birthday celebrations!

went to SENTOSA with my beloved angels! had a super relaxing great time at the beach + cafe del mar.. with some free treats from ang mohs! (trying to ba mei mei? wahhaha. no la. they were just really friendly people. heh) and i got a really nice top! thanks babes!! :) you guys are simply the bestttttt! love love loveeeE!
then i went for overnight kbox! shiokness man. 9hrs again! wheeeee~ i love kbox! i wish i owned kboxxx!
next up, surprise visit from kewocs on my birthday night! it was really funny, cuz they were like preparing the hanging thingy and balloons and cake outside my room door and before they were ready, i opened my door to take water.. so it was like OH-OH! lol. damn funny la. above is the squeezing-everybody-onto-my-bed-shot. thanks guys! :)
life sci mates bought a cake for me the next day! haha. wasn't much of a surprise cuz i saw the cake box before break already. lol. but i really appreciate it! prima deli chocolate hazelnut cake is like YUM YUM! (:
and and and! wooooo wonderful weekend with my baby! :) i had yummy muffins, no signboard seafood crab, hog's breath cafe and more! i'm a happy fatty! wahahaha. i super love you baby. i cannot say that enough man. :):)
oh and on the eve, went out for dim sum lunch with my family. it was funny cuz like apparently my mom woke up and thought that my bday was in nov. so she went to remind elise to remind her in nov, then elise said its oct.. so they argued quite a bit nov! oct! nov! oct!... until my da jie went "its 22 oct la!" then my mom was like "oh that's tmr!!" lol. so yeh. thus we went for yummy dim sum! :)
all in all, i'll just like to say a big thanks to everyone who has been a part of my life the past 20yrs.. whether its been a long or short time, whether you stayed or left, because i'm certain everyone has helped shaped me the way i am today! :)
painting with the colours of the rainbow:)
esther
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